This work week hasnt been too busy (*so farπŸ™„πŸ˜πŸ’ͺπŸ‘πŸ‘Œ), but my personal life has gotten thicker needs & as I am working from home these challenges fill in the work blanks. It used to be that we would be slow in the office and I would be all bent out of shape knowing so many things need my attention at home. Now that I am here I love that I can wear my hammer pants and silk skirts and random fashion mashups without fear! I can throw on laundry or lunch and if I get a bad tummy no one notices lol i do miss some of the work interactions and stuff. I miss a couple of my coworkers too. Others are just as frustrating to deal with from afar haaaaaa πŸ€—πŸ˜˜πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈπŸ˜¬

Being on top of the kids remote schooling (gr 8 and gr 6) and remote/minimal 2-3 single class school for my gr 11 is a whole nuther animal πŸ…β˜„ I have to be tech support and scheduling and motivation and cook lol πŸŒ‹ I cant tell you the amount of times Ive suddenly exclaimed “shit!” Realizing I missed making sure we all friggin brush our teeth and stuff like that πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈπŸ˜¬πŸ˜πŸ˜‹ Yesterday I managed to make a buncha phone calls and do some important emails and felt pretty good about the amount of productive I had achieved. But yeah~ realized I forgot to brush the teeth in the morning πŸ™„ bah. I mean to set myself a bunch of alarms but also and quietly pushing back… I can only guess its because I’m difficult and dont like to follow directions when given authoritatively. Ha.

I laid my partially done blocks on an old sheet. My splurging with the pink and purple really hijacked my plan πŸ€” I’m going to bulk them up with the neutrals & see what it looks like then.

I’m not sure about greeny here though πŸ€” when I see it laid out I think I should trim it out. Or cover it with like applique butterflies in the neutrals or… put it on the back or … maybe thats my very centre square… the nucleus so to speak πŸ€”πŸ‘Œ

I need to not have that much suture like stitches showing I think. And I might like it maybe but I’m not sure. I think I’m afraid other people will think I’m lazy (I am and am not to both extents randomly so πŸ€—πŸ˜ŽπŸ’ͺ).

So I proved to myself I could stitch em less obviouslike πŸ€”

I have so many things I want to do I feel paralyzed by indecision 🀯πŸ€ͺ I guess I should make more masks first though.

I am really super interested in whole food plant based eating right now. We are a year in, or a little more actually. I am super interested in nutrition, and in growing things. I want to know more about permaculture, food forests, organic growing, soil culture/structure/biology/ecology gahrgleblah. I do not need or want more student debt. I’m looking for free online things to start (of which there are a plethora) and I know slow and steady… but I am

Fast as fast can be πŸ˜πŸ˜‹πŸ€—πŸ˜Ž

And prone to spontaneity 😁